**#329. Side Story 2. The Girl Inside the Marble (5)**
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**The past. Memories. Restoration.**
Words that held little value on their own came together in a sentence to emit the light of tremendous meaning.
*Thump.*
Her heart pounded heavily.
Her mind went blank.
What happened next was beyond her control.
Curiosa lunged at the desk and began tearing through the research documents atop it like a madwoman.
*Flip! Flip! Whirr! Rustle!*
She opened, turned, and rifled through the papers.
Every sentence in every document, not missing a single characterâshe read through all of them at an incredible speed.
*âAll the handwriting is the same.â*
The documents, all presumed to be written by the owner of the lab, dealt with a magic sheâd never heard of before: **restorative magic**.
A magic that could restore forgotten memories of the past.
That was the core idea of the research.
*âThatâs absurd.â*
There are things in this world that can never be reversed, no matter what one does.
Words once spoken.
Memories once forgotten.
Hair once fallen out.
And yetârestoring memories?
She couldn’t believe it.
But the logic and structure presented in the documents suggested otherwise.
This was a magic that *could* be realized.
*Flip.*
When she finally closed the last page, Curiosa’s back was soaked in sweat from the chills and excitement.
And as she snapped out of her immersion and turned her attention to her surroundingsâ
**âA very interesting theory, I must say.â**
**âOh crapâ!â**
She nearly toppled over at the sudden appearance of Ray, who was standing right beside her.
**ââŠKid, how many times have I told you not to appear so suddenly?â**
**âThat wasnât sudden. Iâve been standing here for a while now.â**
Curiosa checked the time.
Over an hour had already passed.
Veronica and the siblings had come downstairs as well and appeared to have finished exploring the lab.
*Spin.*
Ray turned his body and looked around the lab as he continued speaking.
**âI think the owner of this lab had an illness that made him gradually lose his memory.â**
**âAn illness that causes memory lossâŠ?â**
**âYeah. Thatâs what I gathered from the journal.â**
Ray waved an old, thick leather journal in his hand.
The labâs owner had been a young 4th-circle mage from decades ago.
> *âIâve wandered the world and gained enough experience. Now, Iâll dedicate the rest of my life to research and invent a spell that will astound the world.â*
Returning to his hometown, Sector 49, he had grand ambitions and set out to build his lab.
Inventing a unique spell the world had never seenâ
It was one of the ultimate goals that all mages dreamt of.
Of course, the difficulty was near-impossible, but he had the passion, time, and talent required to reach his dream.
But tragedy struck.
One morning, upon waking, he realized something.
> *âWhat⊠What was my name againâŠ?â*
No matter how hard he tried, he couldnât recall his own name.
A sudden, indescribable fear and terror overtook him.
*Crash!*
Panicking, he tore through everything in the house.
Eventually, he recovered his name by finding it signed on some documents.
And the next dayâ
> *âWhere⊠is this placeâŠ?â*
He stood dazed, looking around, and only then realized it was his own home.
He knew instinctively.
That what had happened wasnât some fluke caused by fatigue.
> *âWhy is this item hereâŠ?â*
> *âI donât knowâŠ! I donât rememberâŠ!â*
> *âI donât know who you are or what our relationship isâŠ!â*
At first, the memory loss was mildâheâd forget the names of objects or places.
But over time, it grew worse.
He realized he was crumbling like a sandcastle.
It was an illness.
With no name, no known cause.
Every morning, another memory disappeared.
He desperately fought to regain what he had lostâbut it was only a temporary fix.
It wasnât merely an issue of no longer being able to live a normal life.
> *âWho am I? Who⊠am I, really?â*
A mage, whose sense of self was far more developed than the average person.
To such a person, losing oneself was an unthinkable catastrophe.
There was only one thing left he could do.
Invent a magic that could restore memory.
The passion, effort, and time he had originally prepared to pursue his dreamâhe now used them for his survival.
Fortunately, the research was successful.
He completed the magic before he had forgotten himself entirely.
*Tap.*
Ray closed the journal and said,
**âBut it probably wasnât easy. He must have had to use the restoration magic every single day without fail to hold himself together.â**
He used objects imbued with traces of himself as conduits for the memory restoration magic.
Objects he used frequently.
Places he visited often.
He even built the lab shallow underground near the sector on purposeâbecause Sector 49, his hometown, was filled with memories.
His daily routine began by checking the note he had left on his bedside the night before.
> *âYou are ⊠Find and visit the listed places below in order and use the restoration magic. That will help ease the confusion in your memory.â*
By following the note, he could remember who he was.
He could live the day as his true self, and by night, he would write a new note for the next day, just like the one he had read.
Strictly speaking, the notes werenât all the same.
The amount of memory he lost grew over time.
So too did the number of places he had to visit each day.
**âAnd one day, he mustâve failed to remember himself.â**
**ââŠâŠâ**
**âEither he made a mistake while casting the magic or couldnât keep up with the rate of loss. Thatâs why he never returned to the lab.â**
Sustaining one’s identity day by day was like walking a tightrope.
And the tightrope grew longer with each passing day.
**ââŠâŠâ**
Curiosa felt somber.
Perhaps because she too harbored a similar kind of struggle with memory, albeit to a lesser degree.
Despite never having seen the manâs face, she felt a deep sympathy for the hardship he must have endured.
*âI thought maybe I could use this magic to recover my own memoriesâŠâ*
But was that really right?
To use the legacy of someone who had passedâfor her own selfish desire?
That might beâŠ
*Whoosh!*
**âThen Iâll just burn all these documents.â**
**âNo, no, wait a second, kid, let me finish my thought first! Hey! Put that fire out!â**
Curiosa frantically stopped Ray, who had conjured flames to burn the documents.
**âSo you *are* thinking of trying the magic?â**
**âHmmâŠâ**
Curiosa hesitated for a moment.
But the answer had already been decided.
*Who am I?*
It was the kind of questionâa wall in lifeâthat would always stand in place until it was finally broken through.
**ââŠKid, help me.â**
**âGot it.â**
Restorative magic was a new form of magic not seen in existing schools.
Though the elemental requirements were few, the formulas covered the labâs entire walls, long and complex.
An unimaginably high level of difficulty that no one but the original inventor could dare attempt.
But that didnât matter.
*Whummmm!*
Because standing here was someone who could cast any magic at his fingertips.
Colored mana rose into the air and intertwined like threads of yarn.
Veronica and the two siblings approached, eyes tense.
Curiosa took out the snow globe.
**ââŠIf this really is mine, I should be able to recover the memories.â**
Her voice trembled slightly.
She couldnât hide her nervousness.
The snow globe floated in the air between Ray and Curiosa, wrapped in multicolored mana.
**âAccording to the documents, the basic principle of restorative magic is that the memory contained within the medium is reawakened in the targetâs mind.â**
*Whuuummmâ!*
**âBut there are variables. The strength of the memory within the medium can affect how the magic manifests. The targetâs current mental state also plays a big role. In other wordsââ**
*Whuuummmmmmââ!*
**âWe canât know exactly what will happen when the magic is cast. Are you still okay with this?â**
The decision was already made.
Curiosa nodded.
As the mana wove together to form the spell, it continued to resonate.
*Creakâ Creakkkâ*
The pressure wound the snow globeâs key on its own.
*Whooooooshâ!*
Sand swirled inside the glass orb.
And just as the girl on the base began to moveâ
*Flash!*
A burst of light engulfed the room.
*
*
*
*Twitch.*
Curiosa, regaining consciousness, slowly raised her body.
She noticed a substance trickling down the black cloth and muttered absentmindedly.
âSandâŠ?â
She slowly looked around.
An endlessly stretching barren land.
An all-too-familiar landscapeâthe wasteland.
Why am I here?
She had definitely been in the underground lab beneath the bookstore just moments ago.
She was bewildered.
No, dumbfounded.
Trying to make sense of the situation, Curiosa forced herself to form a hypothesis based on what made sense to her.
First: the little brat transported me here as a prank.
ââŠMm, rejected.â
That kid wasnât completely incapable of mischief, but this sort of out-of-nowhere stunt wasnât his style.
Second: the formulas on the wall werenât actually for restoration magic, but for ordinary spatial teleportation.
âThis doesnât add up either.â
The formulas on the wall were definitely authentic.
As Curiosa continued racking her brain, what snapped her back to her senses was a sharp stinging sensation.
â?â
To be specific, it was the sting she felt on the skin covered by the black cloth.
She jerked her head up, and the blazing sun in the sky entered her vision.
It wasnât unusual.
After all, this was the wasteland at midday.
The problem, however, was that she normally used a cooling spell to regulate her body temperature and had no reason to feel heat.
*Did the magic dispel while I was being teleported?*
A phenomenon sheâd never experienced before.
Curiosa tilted her head in confusion and tried casting her cooling magic again.
And thenâ
â?â
She was hit with intense bewilderment.
âNo, why isnât this working?â
She tried several more times, sweating profusely, but the magic refused to activate.
Turning her focus inward, Curiosa soon realized that she couldnât sense a single circle.
Nor could she feel any mana in the surrounding air.
It was as if mana had never existed in this world to begin with.
A complete mana vacuum.
She had never experienced anything like it in her life, nor had she ever seen such a phenomenon mentioned in any magic tome.
âAm I dreaming right nowâŠ?â
Muttering to herself, Curiosa quickly turned her head to the right.
It was the perfect moment for the white-haired brat to pop out and startle her.
Fortunately, no one was there.
Just as she was about to relax and turn her head backâ
âThe reason thereâs no mana around is probably because this isnât the real world.â
âYouâve got to be kidding me.â
Curiosa clutched her chest, startled by the sudden appearance of Ray to her left.
âWhy are you doing this to me? Huh? Why are you doing this to me?â
âAt first, I thought my magic had failed or I misunderstood the formula, but after checking carefully, that wasnât it.â
The brat ignored her outburst and just kept talking.
Curiosa entered a state of mental resignation.
ââŠWait, what did you say? This isnât the real world?â
âYup, Iâm sure of it.â
Did this kid eat something weird?
Mana may have disappeared, but everything around still looked like the real world.
At that moment, Ray raised his hand.
âIf my guess is right, this place isââ
He pointed a finger toward the sky.
ââthe inside of the snow globe.â
Beyond the clouds, a massive glass dome glittered, covered in countless scratch marks.
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