#029. When Flames Meet Flames (3)
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Ray paused mid-step.
A question arose in his mind.
Why on earth was Philip doing this?
To save Kedrick?
With that frail body of his?
âHurry up and go! Donât worry about me!â
Philip shouted, but his words werenât directed at Ray.
Outside the dueling ground.
Beyond the burning barrels.
The hotel children who had come as escorts stood frozen, staring helplessly at Philip’s back.
âIâm not forcing you to help! If you donât have the courage, then leave now!â
Philipâs voice followed, resolute.
The children bit their lips and began running around the barrels toward the exit.
*Thud! Tap, tap, tap!*
Even as the sound of their retreating footsteps grew distant, Ray couldnât take his eyes off Philip.
Suddenly, a conversation from the hotel surfaced in his mind.
> âYou said you were old friends. Donât you want to fix whatâs broken between you?â
> âI… I do. If I can.â
> âThen come with me to the duel. After itâs over, Iâll give you a chance to talk to Kedrick.â
Was that the reason Philip was risking everything to save Kedrick?
Even so, was it worth putting his life on the line?
*âKedrick nearly killed him just two days ago.â*
The irony of the situation struck Ray hard.
Here was Philip, risking his life to save someone who had tried to kill him.
*Clatter! Crash!*
The ceiling structure fell around them, scattering embers.
*Whoosh! Crackle!*
The flames spread fiercely, expanding their domain.
ââŠ.â
Yet Ray didnât move.
He was conflicted.
But one thing was clearâPhilipâs mana was brimming with an overwhelming intensity. No mere word like âmassiveâ could describe it.
Bright white mana, radiant as snow.
Soft yellow mana, sharp as sunlight.
*âWorry. And courage.â*
Rayâs gaze landed on Philip, struggling to lift the collapsed Kedrick.
*Thud.*
As if spellbound, Ray took a step forward.
He strode into the dueling ground.
Stopping in front of Philip, who was panting from exhaustion, Ray asked, âAre you planning to drag Kedrick, along with the wheelchair you came in?â
âYouâre still here.â
Philip, recognizing Ray, lifted his head and forced a strained smile.
âI thought youâd have left first. Youâre usually quick to assess situations.â
ââŠ.â
That wouldâve been trueâif not for the overwhelming curiosity roiling within him now.
âAnswer me. Did you stay behind to save Kedrick?â
âYes. Sorry, but could you help me get Kedrick into the wheelchair?â
Philipâs voice was urgent, though he tried to remain calm. His strained expression betrayed the pain of moving his injured body.
ââŠ.â
Ray glanced around.
*Whoosh! Crackle!*
The factory, both inside and out, was already engulfed in flames.
Red and yellow hues painted his view, and the superheated air was tightening around them.
*âItâs too late to escape.â*
But Ray didnât point that out. He was curious to see what Philip intended to do.
âAnd after you get him into the wheelchair?â
âTake Kedrick and get out of here. You can keep my share of the winnings if you do.â
âWhat about you?â
âIâll be fine.â
âFine?â
âYouâre strong, but even you canât save both of us. At least get Kedrick out. Please.â
âIt sounds like youâre asking me to save Kedrick instead of you.â
Philip fell silent for a moment.
Because Rayâs words were accurate.
ââŠIâll be fine.â
Despite his trembling voice, Philipâs mana remained unwavering.
The emotions of worry and courage swelled, filling his vessel completely. The vivid intensity of his mana didnât falter.
âI mean it. Iâll be fine. So pleaseâŠ.â
Philipâs sincerity only deepened Rayâs confusion.
Ray had always lived by observing human emotions and their subsequent actions, storing countless examples in his memory despite his young age.
*âEveryoneâs first priority is their own life.â*
When faced with death, all emotions would retreat, leaving only the instincts of survival and fear standing tall.
But now, an exception stood before him.
The first since Niles.
âWhat were you planning to do if I werenât here? Even if you managed to get Kedrick into the wheelchair, then what?â
It was clear that Philip wouldnât have had the strength to push the wheelchair, meaning heâd have failed to escape.
Philip understood the implication of Rayâs question.
âI didnât think that far ahead. No one else was trying to save Kedrick, so I came to do it.â
âAnd whatâs in it for you?â
âWhat?â
âYouâre good at calculating things. What benefit do you gain from risking your life to save Kedrick?â
Ray had encountered people who sacrificed themselves before.
But it was usually due to obligations from a group or external pressure, or because they stood to gain something specific from their sacrifice.
True, voluntary self-sacrifice? That didnât exist.
At least not in the world Ray had experienced.
So Philip must have a reasonâespecially if he was staking his life.
*âHeâs thought of some gain heâll get from saving Kedrick.â*
Self-interest and survivalâthese were the basic principles of human behavior.
But when Philip finally opened his mouth to answer, his words struck Ray like a blow.
âThereâs no gain in it.â
Ray felt as if heâd been hit on the head.
âNo gainâŠ?â
âI told you. I wasnât thinking about what happens afterward.â
âThen why? You had plenty of time to escape with the hotel kids. Why take on something so obviously fatal?â
âBecause Kedrickâs my friend.â
A friend.
The brief sentence that slipped through his ears rippled through the barren field of the boyâs heart.
It was an incredibly peculiar moment.
*âStrange.â*
For a moment, it felt as if all sound around him had stopped.
*âMy chest…â*
An unexplainable tickling sensation writhed within his chest.
*”It’s just because we’re friends, Ray. You and I are friends.”*
Memories, long submerged in the boyâs unconscious, began to resurface simultaneously.
*”Why did I go as far as using expensive medicine to save you?”*
*”Because someone was dying of frostbite right in front of me. I just thought I had to save them. I didnât think of anything else.”*
His head spun.
His steps faltered momentarily.
In the past, when his emotions were completely blockedâ
Back then, the sentences he had glossed over without meaning were now surfacing with undeniable clarity.
Here, now, in this very moment.
*”Because weâre friends.”*
If he could just reach a little furtherâ
It felt as though he might grasp the true meaning behind those words.
No, it was futile.
At the same time, he felt as though no matter how hard he tried, he wouldnât be able to reach it.
*âŠ*
One thing was certain.
Something extraordinary was happening within the wellspring of his emotions.
Ray bent his knees and crouched down.
He turned Kedrickâs collapsed body over to check his breathing.
âYouâre really trying to help? For real?â
âThereâs no time to escape now. The place is already surrounded by flames.â
It was only then that Philip, finally taking a proper look around, let out a small gasp.
âAh…â
âIt might actually be safer to stay here. The fire hasnât reached the innermost part of the arena yet.â
Suddenly, Ray tore off his outer garment into three large strips.
*Riiipâ! Riiiipâ!*
âWhat are youâ!â
Ignoring Philipâs startled reaction, he infused mana from the air into the fabric.
*Woooongâ!*
Mana of an icy blue hue, gathered on the torn cloth in a spherical form.
Then, as if responding to Rayâs will, it turned into water, soaking the cloth before dropping with a splash.
Ray used the damp cloth to cover Kedrickâs mouth and nose, creating a breathing barrier.
He handed one piece to Philip as well.
âDrape it over your shoulder and cover your mouth. Avoid inhaling the smoke directly.â
âWait⊠is that magic?â
Philip stared, his mouth agape in shock.
The heat clinging to his skin seemed to dissipate momentarily, as if chilled by goosebumps erupting all over him.
He vaguely knew about magic.
Rumors picked up on the streets often included stories detached from reality.
But heâd never believed in it.
Born and raised in the filth and dust of back alleys, magic seemed like an utterly ungraspable concept.
For someone like Philip, who had faced reality head-on far earlier than others his age, the idea was even more absurd.
Thatâs why, when Ray had asked him to search for a mageâ
A part of him thought it would be a fruitless effort.
Because magic didnât exist in the world.
*âŠ*
And yet, now, right before his eyes, magic had manifested.
From the hand of someone he had thought was the epitome of realism.
He almost felt cheated.
But the shock didnât last long.
*âWait. If you can create water, doesnât that mean we could use it to put out the fire and escapeâ?â*
âMagic isnât limitless. The more you use it, the more exhausting it becomes. And among the spells I can cast, thereâs nothing particularly helpful for this situation.â
âOhâŠâ
Once again, Ray seemed to answer as if heâd read Philipâs thoughts.
âIf you have questions, Iâll answer them later. For now, Iâd appreciate it if you answered mine first.â
*âŠ*
Philip looked directly at Ray.
His calm tone and composed expression made the dire situation feel surreal.
*Fwoosh! Thud!*
Burning debris fell.
A drum barrel toppled, and the flames spread further inward.
The children had long since evacuated.
Now, only three souls remained in the desolate factory.
And at the end of the fleeting time lay nothing but death.
Yet Ray seemed neither alarmed nor tense.
His lack of fear wasnât just due to his emotional voidâthere was something more.
*”Because weâre friends.”*
Every ounce of his focus was locked on the words Philip had spoken.
He felt a desireâa strong, burning need to resolve the itch of curiosity as soon as possible.
*Fwoosh! Thud!*
Debris fell perilously close.
But Ray, as if disconnected from the chaos, stared directly at Philip.
âWhat does âfriendâ mean to you?â
âIs that⊠really important right now?â
âItâs important. Very much so.â
Philip was bewildered.
He couldnât grasp the intent behind the question.
Although Ray seemed utterly insane, his seriousness was undeniable, prompting Philip to stammer a response.
âA friend is just⊠a friend. A word commonly used in daily life.â
âIâm not unfamiliar with the term. But the âfriendâ I know and the one you described seem different. You said you risked yourself for Kedrick just because heâs your friendânot for any benefit.â
ââŠThen what does âfriendâ mean to you?â
Ray answered without hesitation.
âSomeone youâve known for a certain period of time.â
*âŠ*
It wasnât wrong, and anyone could have said the same thing.
Yet, for some reason, coming from Rayâhis obsession with the meaning of friendshipâit felt profoundly strange.
*âŠ*
Suddenly, Philip thought he understood.
The elusive sense of incongruity heâd felt toward Ray until now.
*Fwoosh! Thud!*
Perhaps the calm spreading within him was contagious from Ray.
Taking a breath, Philip responded with a steady voice.
âWhat you said about friends isnât wrong. But itâs incomplete.â
âThen?â
âSomeone you can help without expecting anything in return. And someone you can receive help from. Thatâs a friend.â
âYou mean without any material compensation?â
âAnything. Material or otherwise. Just because itâs them. Because you care about them. Because you want to look out for them. Honestly, the word âfamilyâ might be more fitting than âfriend.ââ
Philip added that Kedrick, aside from his long-absent mother, was the only person in his life he could call family.
âDo you regret your choice? Youâre about to lose your life here.â
âNo regrets. I stayed true to my feelings.â
*Screech! Thud!*
The collapsing debris grew more frequent.
The blazing flames edged closer.
âWhat do you think âworryâ is?â Ray asked.
âA desire to protect someone.â
The questions continued.
The answers followed.
*Fwoosh! Thud!*
Rayâs insides churned.
It felt as though something small and sharp, like a beak, was persistently poking at the core of his chest.
At the same time, countless past memories he had dismissed as meaningless scattered like sheets of paper in his mind, creating a whirlwind of thoughts.
*Screeeechâ!*
And then, it happened.
Above the two boys.
A massive steel beam that formed part of the ceiling began to tilt.
*Screech! Whooooshâ!*
The connection broke, and the beam started its descent.
âWanting to protect someone?â
âYes. Just because itâs them.â
Yet, engrossed in their conversation, the two boys failed to notice.
âWanting to protectâŠâ
Rayâs lips softly repeated the phrase.
In that momentâ
*Wooooong.*
It stirred.
The white mana in the air, which had never moved before, finally quivered.