**#341. Side Story 3. The Color of Love (8)**
âI donât know exactly either. But from what I understand, love is when you cherish someone, like them, and want to keep seeing them.â
Ray did his best to explain within the limits of his knowledge.
â I think I get the general idea. Then, does that mean my fondness for the spot by the sunlit window is love too?
âItâs a little different, but I think you could call that a kind of love.â
â What about my fondness for toys with strings attached?
âMaybe?â
â And my desire to always be with Reeval and Essuaâis that love too?
âThat definitely is love.â
Having helped Catherine understand, Ray then asked a question.
âHas that love… ever diminished?â
â Never. Not even for a moment. Whether it was Reevalâs or Essuaâs. If anything, it only grewâit never once faded.
Their love had never changed.
But the fact that they met their final moments in separate rooms meant that they hadnât been able to set aside their pride until the very end.
âThey probably couldnât bring themselves to apologize first.â
Caught in a standoff of pride, they likely let time pass helplessly as things solidified between them.
It filled him with a sense of sorrow.
After all, the condition of love had been met, and it seemed that the requirement to unlock the sealing magic on the door was for the two to stand together before it.
âBut theyâve already passed away.â
They couldnât meet in front of the door.
In other words, it was impossible to break the locking magic.
Then a thought struck him.
What if the condition wasnât about the peopleâs physical presenceâbut about their emotions?
âI just need to bring their emotions to the doorway.â
It was only a possibility, but it seemed worth trying.
âWould it be alright if I tried to move Reeval and Essuaâs emotions somewhere else?â
â I refuse.
âThereâs a chance it could open the door to the mansion.â
â Not permitted.
âBut if you want us to leave, then shouldnât you cooperateâŠâ
*Hiss!*
Apparently, Catherine didnât like the idea of anyone meddling with anything related to Reeval and Essua.
Just then, Veronica appeared in the room.
âRay, you were gone for so long I came to look forâoh, a cat!â
Veronica rushed over and scooped Catherine up in a flash, rubbing her cheek against her.
âWhere did this adorable kitty come from?â
*HISSS!*
Catherine belatedly grasped the situation and resisted fiercely.
But she was soon defeated by the gentle hands of a seasoned maid, melting into her grasp.
â Hmm⊠warm, not bad. Yes, right there. That spot feels nice.
*Purr, purr, purr.*
Seeing this, it seemed even though she always showed hostility, she might have been longing for affection after all.
After Ray explained the situation, Veronicaâs eyes welled up with tears.
âThis is so sad⊠They loved each other, so why did they have to live like that?â
Avoiding the teardrops falling like raindrops, Catherine made a quick escape.
Once she composed herself, Veronica spoke in a sincere voice.
âSpirit, Reeval and Essuaâthey loved each other very much before falling asleep, didnât they? But their relationship grew strained, and they spent a long time unable to fully express their feelings.â
â âŠ
âIâm sure they regretted it deeply as they fell into their final sleep. Probably thinking, âI shouldâve reached out first instead of holding onto my pride.â But by then, they didnât even have the strength to walk to each otherâs room.â
Catherine thought.
That probably was true.
In the last few years before falling asleep, Reeval and Essua had grown so weak that even moving around had become difficult.
Though she didnât know the exact cause, she had seen them cry, look hollow, and show signs of regret, over and over.
Back then, before she was a spirit, she had no way to help them.
âSo now, weâre trying to help their love meet again. Even if their bodies sleep, their emotions remain.â
â âŠ
After a long silence, Catherine finally responded to Veronicaâs persuasion.
â Very well.
âWhat did she say?â
âShe agreed.â
âThank goodnessâŠ!â
Upon hearing the translation, Veronica once again captured Catherine like a beloved plush toy and hugged her tightly.
Meanwhile, Ray attempted to move Reevalâs emotions.
Love, regret, lingering attachment, guiltâ
The bundle of emotions was incredibly intricate and complex.
âThis wonât be easy.â
It was possible to move it, but there was a risk of damaging its original form.
Using brute force to move a large amount of mana at once wouldnât help.
In this kind of situation, what was needed was the fine, steady manipulation of mana by multiple people working in harmonyâeven at a very slow pace.
âVeronica, can you feel the mana gathered here?â
âYes. Itâs intense. Iâve never seen such concentrated mana.â
âItâs Reevalâs love. Regret, lingering feelings, and guilt are mixed in too, but still.â
Veronica joined in the transport.
âRay, you need to move that part over there!â
âNo, that would disrupt the balance.â
âHmm⊠No matter how I look at it, the two of us arenât enoughâŠâ
Grine and Karon were summoned.
The two elves were startled to see each other, having not expected the otherâs presence, but the promise of finally leaving the mansion kept them in place.
Thus began the transport of emotions.
âKaron! Be careful not to break the balance!â
ââŠâ
âGrine, I think you should handle that side.â
ââŠâ
It was like watching four people carry a giant sheet of glassâeach holding a corner.
From their lack of eye contact and words, it was clear the two elves were still locked in a silent standoff.
But soon, the atmosphere began to change.
âYou know, the mana weâre moving right now⊠it originally belonged toâŠâ
Veronica began sharing the story of the mansion.
Reeval and Essua.
A couple who held steadfast love but moved in different directions until their deaths due to pride.
On the faces of the two elvesâwho found themselves in a similar situationâemotions they couldnât hide began to surface.
Anxiety, unease, regret, self-blameâŠ
Those turbulent emotions continued all the way to when Essuaâs love was also moved to the front door.
*Wuuuungââ!*
Reeval and Essua.
Their love met.
The fragments of regret and lingering emotion that clung to it scattered first like dust.
What remainedâloveâmerged together and became a single color.
âââ
At the end, what appeared was a deep pink hueâso vivid it could make one feel faint, like the flowers of spring.
Ray instinctively understood.
Love, which had always changed color endlessly and never revealed its true formâ
That was because there are many types of love.
And this, what he saw now, was the color of romantic love between lovers.
In the stillness and silenceâ
The love that had become one lingered in place, as if fulfilling a long-held wish.
And thenâ
*Sssaaaââ*
It scattered into particles and vanished.
Nothing was left behind.
Ray, recovering faster than the others from the afterglow, checked the door.
*Clunk, clunk.*
âOh.â
The sealing magic remained in place.
He shook the handle hard enough to rip it off, but the door didnât budge.
Apparently, simply bringing the emotions to the door wasnât enough.
âThey needed to be present along with their love.â
Bringing Reeval and Essua here now wouldnât open the door.
The love had already disappeared.
And even if it had a chance of working, he didnât want to exploit the deceased in that way.
âThen the only option leftâŠâ
As sorry as he was to Catherine, there was no choice but to break the door.
Destruction remained the one dependable principle in this harsh world, and the only universal key applicable to all situations.
âIf you canât open itâŠâ
Break it.
Ray began conjuring a fierce wind in his handâwhen suddenly, a voice spoke behind him.
âGrine, Iâm sorry. I let my emotions get the better of meâŠâ
âNo, I should be the one apologizing. That old habit of mine came out again.â
When he turned, Karon and Grine were facing each other with awkward expressions.
The love shining in each of their hearts had turned pink, and part of it drifted outâdrawn into the door.
*Click!*
ââŠâ
The door opened in an instant.
Ray dissipated the wind swirling in his hand.
—
**Back in Reevalâs room.**
Outside the window, on a bench in the garden, the elf couple sat, smiling, enjoying a peaceful conversation.
Ray averted his gaze.
Then, he looked to Catherine, who had resumed her usual spot on Reevalâs lap, and asked,
âYou really donât want to come with us?â
â My place is beside Reeval and Essua.
Ray hesitated.
Should he tell the spirit?
That the two werenât just sleeping, but had in fact diedâand that staying in the mansion might not mean as much as she thought?
â Are they dead?
Ray was startled.
âYou knew about death?â
â Yes. Actually, I did. After becoming a spirit, I read many of the books in this mansion. Of course I came across the concept of death. I just wasnât sure if it truly applied to themâbut now, your reaction has confirmed it.
If she already understood death, then it would be easier to talk.
âYes. Theyâve died. They lived out their natural lifespans.â
â Do you think thereâs no meaning in staying beside the dead?
âItâs not that itâs meaningless. But when I think about the life you have aheadâŠâ
Veronica nudged Ray in the side.
She seemed curious about what they were talking about, and Ray translated.
Veronica jumped in.
âThere is meaning. But I donât believe Reeval and Essua would ever want you to spend your whole life in this mansion. You said the three of you dreamed of leaving it together.â
Her words were far more emotional than Rayâs, and Catherine began to waver.
â But I have nowhere else to go. Iâve never been outside, and I donât even know if I could adjust to the outside world.
âYou can come live with us. We donât have any spirits, but we do have a cat friend! Heâs blackâhis name is Nero. And weâll help you adjust!â
The persuasion continued for quite some time.
Finally, Catherine got down from Reevalâs lap and rubbed her head against Veronicaâs leg.
At Catherineâs request, the two of them took one last walk around the mansion.
â I want to leave things properly before I go.
By âleave things properly,â she meant releasing all the preservation magic she had maintained throughout the mansion.
The spells would have eventually unraveled with time anyway, but she wanted to personally end them…
These were things that had been forcibly preserved for ages through the chemical reactions of mana.
All of them now faced the flow of time that had long been deferred.
*Shhhhhhhâ*
They aged rapidly, crumbled, collapsedâand in the end, scattered and vanished into mana.
Reeval, Essua.
The mansionâs picture frames, its pillarsâeverything.
Even though it couldnât possibly be visible, Catherine looked up at the dispersing mana as if she could see it.
And once all was done,
nothing remained where the mansion had once stood.
*Fsshhhhâ*
The group boarded the bus.
The couple continued their conversation.
The cat kept burrowing into the girlâs arms.
âIâm taking off now.â
âAlright!â
Veronica shouted energetically from beside Ray, then quickly remembered the âno touching the steering wheelâ rule and scrambled back to her seat in the rear.
Watching her retreating figure, Ray thought:
The love nestled in Veronicaâs heart just now seemed to blush with a shade of pink.
*âDoes Veronica have feelings for someone?â*
He didnât know who the object of her affection was, but one thing was certain: love was an incredibly beautiful emotion.
Feeling the warmth of sunlight pouring in, Ray stepped on the accelerator.
â *Side Story Complete* â